• yeah well today my friends pulled me aside and told me some stuff they thought, i have to really thank them for it, it opened my eyes to how bad i was, i guess because i would get hurt by something someone did or not agree, it would just build up inside me, but instead of saying it to them like i should i would not say anything, think it out in my head, then if something similar was brought up i would say something unknowing to me,adn well i guess it made me look like i thought i was better then other people and stuff, made me look like an ass, that sorta makes me sick and well really mad at myself, when they told me that i thought i was better then other people i waslike what, because i dont feel i am, i really dont, i feel under them even sometimes, but it makes me sick to know i seemed like that and i seemed like an ass, like i am ashamed of myself, i was attacked on all ends, i mean i am glad they brought it up, i will now try to say stuff when they need to be said and to the person they need to be said to, but man i was blown up on, i hope they all understand my level of sorryness and how much i dont mean to do it, i am not bitter at them at all for doing it, it was just huge, idk, i cant apologise enough really, i just hope i do better, i guess when i get hurt i hold stuff in i shouldnt, so then stuff builds, yeah, and i am sorry to you as well swan for telling you stuff, then not saying it, and putting that on you, and making it uncomforble for you with it all, i must have looked like an ass all those times and yesterday when it was decided to be said, thank you for bringing it up, dont feel bad for the way it was presented or any of that, i needed to hear it

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