• sooo a lot hapeened - i always think i have a boring life, but i guess not thinking about it more now. so anyways, got a complement from the guy i like ( that NEVER gives compliments to anybody so that makes me really extremly happy because well duh its kinda obvious. and yesterday wheni got on the bus he yelled my name and said "hi" ( not completley out of the normal) and i said "hi" back ( like always) and instead of it ending there he pushed his way forward and was yelling for poeple to move out of his way so he could come sit next to me :) :) :) - and i decided / realized that i have freakish amounts of self control - he was sitting next to me(on a not very big seat) and leaned towards me to get his wallet out of his back pocket and i found out he has "v" lines on his stomache * holy music and shining light apear* and i didnt jump him. wanted to though. a lot. he is the most gorgeous person i know. ive liked him forever and my friend thinks he likes me to but i dont. i dont know. guys confuse to many things. but thats ok. god i want to see chris. he got sent to jail because of some stupid bitch. i hope she dies and goes to hell. wait thats where im going god i dont wanna have to deal with her there to. jesus christ theres no escaping her. i havent seen him in a really long time though andi miss him like crazy. and it couldnt have been at a worse time. bitch. i hate her so much. i dont care how mad she gets at somebody she shouldnt have them arested - it was for violating parole...so dumb. i have to go to a stupid school dance tomarow. i really dont want ot go but i have to. if i dont go i get kicked out of leadership which is my favorite class so thats not good. nobody is gonna be there so im making my friend go with me. ha i dont have to go through hell by myself thats always good. so mad at this one girl. shes turning into a total whore. we used to be really good friends the n we didnt talk for a month and she randomly called one day and explained a bunch of stuff nad i know officially consider her a whore. makes me mad. thats not who she really is. i know hr better than that - shes just letting some guy take advantage of her. she needs to stop being dumb and realize that he is just using her.ugh. ONE LOVE. PEACE.

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