• well, i came home at 630. my mom was like. wow your home a hour and a half early. i ignored her and went to drop my stuff in my room. i came back to the kitchen. and my dad was all trying to kiss ass. he was like.. i tried. i looked at him and i was like shut the heck up, u didnt help me one bit. this morning u said u would ask her if i could go to chilis, and when i remeinded u , u yelled at me. and said u didnt want me going with jace cause he didnt talk to u at districts. and then when i tried to call home to ask for more time, you wouldnt even let me talk tou .u gave the phone right to mom. you wouldnt even listen to me. so dont even try to tell me that u helped me cause u didnt. ... then i went and made ramon noodles with a piece f toast and cheese. it sucked. but i promised jace that i would eat something. grrr. lol. my mom is being such a FUCKING BITCH. ..... AGHHGHGHGHGHGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!. and then she was like. ... god, she has an attitude.... .. NO,, YOU WONDER WHY????.... i dont even want to see my mom at regionals tomorrow. its going to be great. im going to talk to my grandparents. but ignore her. u know how u said i can never hold a grudge. well guess what. i can. hum, coach is picking me up in the morning cause i dont want my mom to take me. goodness im going to look up different medical jobs. that way i can get something that makes a lot of money so jace can brag about me once again and not be disapointed in me. god he made me feel like shit. its not how much money u make, its your job, its something that you want to wake up to everymorning. so i dunno. whatever. illl still look. hey, and this summer if he wants to. we can take anatomy &physiology together over summer. i just dont know when he is oging to his swim camp. :( im going to miss my babycakes while he is gone. but he will be super fast (maybe have abbs.) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. jk. i love him the way he is, i really do. he is so sexy. he has no idea how much i love him. im pretty sure i cant go anywhere sunday. cause ill be doing hw. and he sounded like he really wanted to go with the guys and burn tires. lol. i just want the best for him. well im going to search the web and just.. i dunno. maybe my babe will get on. hum. i hope so. oh, i forgot to write about my day today. ewww.we did rectal temperatures today. i got to practice and the whole class watched me. of course we used a dummy. but it was weird. i had watched three other girls do it and i knew everything step by step. but right when i got on the gloves, i totally went blank. i ws like aww crap. hum, then in physics we did a lab using a ramp and some little metal car. so for homework i have to do a lab report, a worksheet, and then all this medical stuff. so yeah. i duno. hum.. laterz

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