• its like...i know im scared but ill never admit it to myself... scared of everything real what am i going to do after high school...ive completly blown off every class except english, history and my electives becasue i like those ones...ive built my life on music and art...my band broke up...cant say i ever expected much out of it though....i have to do something art/music related with my life...i cant live any other way...and it seems like im fucked and im going to have to anyway. Its not like i need a decadent life...i could live in a fucking box and eat top roman for my entire life...but its the fact that my life will be meaningless...my poetry will nevr be read and the childhood im trying to escape will forever huant me because i have nothing better to do i dont want to be a fucking cat lady.

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