• Chances are you will get pissed off if you read this. Its just more adolescent bitching. Sometimes its just nice to write shit down. I have a feeling that I will be an alcoholic someday. No word of a lie. I drink at least once a week, and im not even legal yet. I go out drinking even if I work early the next day. Sometimes even on school nights. Every time I drink i get drunk. I have fun though. For the past six weekends (excluding last weekend because I was at the bar) I have been drinking with a guy I went to junior high with. I really like him, and we have had a thing off and on since junior high. He has a girlfriend though, he says he loves her, but cant help being attracted to me. He says that without a doubt he would be going out with me, if he wasnt going out with her. It makes no sense to me. At the beginning of the summer (when they started dating) he cheated on her with me. He even told her about it. Since then we havnt really hooked up, but we hang out alot. I don't think i will get over him entirely ever. But, there is another guy I do like. We have a bit of a long history. Today I was walking outside with my friend we walked past his class and he was looking at me the entire time, but I pretended like I didnt notice and didn't care. It's a long complicated story.

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