• the new year . what can you say? have i learned anything new? have i become a bteer person? being in a fight with my best friends isn't helping . and the only person that i can tell the truth to is me . like mikey said , i have to be my own best friend , and i kno that i am . i dont even think that i am going to go out tonight , just becuase no one wants me there i bet . anyway i dont think that would matter , becuase everyone is going to be out having fun . i'v met good people , and had many good times in 2006 . but i must say that i can't wait to put this year behind me. some of the things that i have done , i cant believe that i would ever do . and the thing about this year that i realized and learned , is that i am an honest person, to myself . i know the mistakes that i have made, and i can admit the fact that i have been wrong about so may thigns. but honestly , can you say that bella and ashley feel that way about all the shady shit that they have done? they were spying on me and mikey just for an excuse to bitch at me . and i can't believe that anything or anyone wants to be friends with that . i wish i could be a better person , and do things that were'nt shady , and even tho i can wish all i want to change , i am me . and i cant and wont change for anyone . i am not a whore , and i refuse to be called one . bella is a whore , just becuase i have made out with 5 boys , does nnot even come close to the ballpark bella has been sitting in. she had sex , at 13 . and yeah that might be insulting to some, but get a brain . honestly , ohk i would understand once , but multiple times , in all of her friends houses . and then theres ashley, makeing people cut themsleves , saying the worst shit to her friends , and talking to much shit behind her "BFFFFL's" backs , its insanity . These girls have flaws , and i wish that they would realize that they do . becase before they know it they are going to be trapped in the person that they don't want to be . i dont really know what else to say about this year . i dont think i became a better person , but that doenst mean i didnt learn a lot about myselft , becuase i did . and i am happy about that . currently? there's mikey . and i kno that something will happen and end this , becuase i know when something is right , and when something is wrong . with luke , i knew that it was not right . but then i was with mikey , and hes so different , and he makes me so chill ... i knew that it was alright . cry , spend money , date someone wrong for you , smile , laugh a lot , kiss who you love , tell someone what they mean to you , dance in the rain , break the rules , sing off key , hug the ones who you dont want to lose , fall madly in love , do what you always said you wouldnt , have no fear , love the ones who love you, be crazy , scream your lungs out , pray for tomorrow , live your life like there is nothing ahead of it . care for the ones who care for you , and forget about the ones who forget about you . don't you wish life could be this simple? =/ new year's resolution : no cutting. be a better person , no more fucking over . last song heard: Stolen artist: dashboard . happy new year? [ < / 333333 ] xx.

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