I realized three weeks ago that I really like this one guy I know. He's the most musical guy I've ever met, he's got a sense of humor to beat all, and he's one of the few people that I respect over and above. But the kicker is that he's three years older than me and engaged, and currently helps out at my youth group. You're not to freak out here - he was in my youth group before he helped at my youth group, and I've known him for three years. I've always respected the guy more than just about anyone else I know, so I guess it shouldn't surprise me that my like of him turned into a "like" of him.
Before you start laughing at me and telling me it's just attraction and nothing to think about, what you have to understand is that I don't get this way. I've never let myself "like" a guy before, not like this. I'll think every now and then that I could possibly get to liking a guy a lot, but not like this. This is not a crush, nor is it just attraction. He's a special guy to begin with, and the girl who marries him is a lucky girl indeed. I don't think about him/it all the time, but it's a tough situation for me anyway.
God'll take care of me, I know. If I'm meant to be with said guy, I'll end up with him. If not - which is the much more likely path - then I'll get over it and eventually (hopefully) find *the* guy. But heavens, I want this guy now. It's hard to wait on God.
December 26, 2006
- December 26, 2006
- Racheliz
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