Times like these you wonder why a person loses their mind...I feel like I'm losing mine. All the time lately. I just lost a "good" friend recently. She was always around tho, so I don't know how good she really was. I'm not disappointed that I lost her. But some things I'm gonna miss about her. It's just that I didn't like her and my other friend (who's a guy) being around eachother. I don't like this guy, because well he's been like a brother to me all my life. And I just couldn't see him like that. And I know she'd never like him like that. They used to be enemies kinda. Well he said he always hated her, until they got to "know eachother"--RECENTLY! They haven't even been friends for 3 months, and they seem to be very comfortable with eachother. I hate it! He's MY best friend, not hers. And to him she seems to be better than me. And that just won't do. So one night I wouldn't let her in my house to use the phone, cause that guy was over, and also my next door neighbor Andrew. So we pretended like we weren't home. But her and her best friend Amanda knew. It was a funny night. Cause me and my guy friend were stoned. So we were laughing alot and making too much noise. That's the night I stopped being friends with her. Oh well--no loss here. =D
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In other notes--I don't know how I feel about guys these days. I thought I liked my best friend M****. But I just don't know anymore. I think I do...I'm so confused!! And now I've got a headache. Maybe I'm thinking 2 hard...hmm...well i'm gonna go wrest a bit, cause I stayed home from school and I don't feel good...so will write in ya later...
toods!!
Confused & Alone...
- March 03, 2003
- emoskachic
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