• Well, October is creeping along, slowly and steadily. New situations seem to crop up every day, and unresolved ones sit and stink like rotten eggs in the July sun. I can't decide if I'm in a depression, or if I'm simply getting lazy about living. If I were truly depressed, shouldn't I have more self-destructive or even suicidal feelings and thoughts? Maybe I'm using depression as an excuse because I'm feeling overwhelmed and unable at times to cope. I try to make myself keep up on things, like dishes, trash, cleaning my bathroom, stuf like that, just to keep me from letting all that stuff slide. At times, I don't even want to read my beloved comic collection. I bought a box and 100 bags-&-boards yesterday, and totally used them all, which means it's been over a month since I last took care of those things,which is particularly odd since I've been cutting down on the titles I read. I think I may need help sorting out my head, and I'm rational enough to ask for it.

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