• Yeah..so when we were at allison's 18th birthday bonfire. shandi decided to back stab me :O...well somehow im not too surprised. after all the times i told her that i can only trust brandon. after i poured my heart out saying that i hated even hearing about other girls from brandon. she fuckin let it happen. he only put his arms aroudn her but the thing is- is she let it happen. and then she lied about it the next day saying that she wouldnt call him or text him or talk to him because she "couldnt ever do that to me" which is comeplete bull shit. she texted him and i finally told brandon how i felt. i told him i felt like he doesnt care about me or our friendship. then he told shandi that he couldnt do anything with her and shit like that. i dont know. just lately something always has to be wrong with my friends. thats the downfall about having friends in every group. seperate groups. seperate problems. seperate drama. and to this day she still denies that she texted him. yeah its only a text, it's only an arm around the shoulder. but thats just how it starts. not only is it hard for me to see brandon with other girls but seeing him with someone like shandi would kill even more. then he stops talking to me so much and he'd never come into town to see me it'd be to see shandi and then i'd never get to see him even and it's just never good. im just so worried i want everthing to stay the same with brandon and i. i know im really attatched and yeah i know..im pretty addicted to him. i just dont know how to break it. not calling him is just suicidal.(haha) i dk what else to do. brandons the only one that i can trust. brandon is the only one i need. brandon is seriously my best friend and i hope it stays that way. i can only hope though. later.peace.|/. zache.

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