17-October-2006

  • Missed yesterday, and not entirely inadvertantly. Been feeling very stressed and depressed. Having issues with my 14 year-old, and they are escalating. He seems to be both willing and able to push my buttons, and his passive aggressiveness towards me has grown hostile. At times, he's daring me to lash out so he can take some osrt of action. It's hard to watch your Baby go through this sort of thing. I can't describe what it is like to look at the face of the little angel and see a smug arrogant smirk as he taunts you into violent inaction and seems to delight in my frustration. I've had a few other elements contribute to what is building into a massive depression. At this moment, I seem to be able to stay rational more often than not, and am trying to set up a safety valve and support system so I don't end up on the ropes, or on the edge, or worse. My situation at home isn't all bad: I do have good friends who are caring and supportive.
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