• It figures that because of my insecurity I’m also not very immune to stress. Well, that’s not a good sign when I have a lot to do :s. I’m listening to ‘kiss you off’ from the Scissor Sisters, hoping that will calm me down, but it’s not really working… I do like the Scissor Sisters though, there my new favourite band ^_^. Just for a while though, I’m still hooked on The Kooks, Kate Bush, Our Lady Peace and stuff. Elemeno P too, they’re cool. Too bad they live like on the other side of the world or something (read: New Zealand). I discovered Steven Lynch as well, he’s an American cabaret singer, I think. He’s got really cool stuff, I downloaded some. But that’s not really helping me doing my homework :S. I still have to dig through all these newspapers for a history assignment, and I have to write another text for Dutch. (I really hate Dutch) And I have to write a dozen mails to friends, they’re waiting for me to write an email and it’s kind of rude that I’ve kept them waiting for so long… I don’t have many friends, so why do I treat the few friends I have so badly? Sometimes I really don’t get myself… But that’s normal, I guess. Yeah well, I’m still freaking out because of the amount of homework I have. I really should start on that. (I don’t want to! I’m going to start whining in a few moments you know…). And I don’t even have intervals tomorrow, nor free periods. I’m going to die tomorrow. How will I be able to eat?! And I’m kind of… annoyed by family. Don’t know why, but that’s probably caused by adolescence, or at least that’s what people keep telling me. Just like my insecurity, it’s all just adolescence. And one day I’ll grow up and suddenly I won’t be annoyed by people so often and I will become very confident and successful. Sure. Well, that’s it for now I guess. I’m going to start on that homework :(. XxX winterwoods

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