• sometimes during the day i get so annoyed with everyone i kind of want to scream my head off and just i dk...punch something. im aggressive; i know. little things that people say bother me; then i dont say anything, and then it builds up and i can tell that soon im going to just snap on someone. and this is never good. work just sucks right now, my managers all suck and seeing justin hurts still. i guess i still cant understand him and understand what all happened between us. one day he was all okay and then the next he says that he lost the spark. yeah we did only go out for a couple of days but still i really trusted him and really let him into my life. i should have standed my grounds like i usually do. never ever ever EVER trust anyone. well. i do trust everyone, it's the devil inside them i dont trust. (if you know what movie that is from i love you) after all of that happened i just cant look at him without wanting to scream at him saying "WHY WON'T YOU FUCKING GIVE THIS ONE GODDAMN CHANCE?!?!?!" i know we'd make it..i know we would. thats all over though so i shouldnt even waste my breath anymore. i went to see brandon on monday and that kind of made me upset. he wont do just one thing. just got to the dance and look nice for ONE night, that's all im asking him. i dont know what else to tell him. i told him im not going to make him do anything he doesnt want to do and he said i had to make him do it because he'll never want to really get into it. but whatever. im making him. haha. i just want him to realize how much fun he could have i want him to be as outgoing as i am and learn that you dont have to always stick in the "group". i dont know. he just never goes outside the box and it kind of annoys me. im out for today. later. peace. |/. zache.

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