• sometimes i feel life is really ironic.. somethin tat u always want 2 protect the most actually turns around n backstab u.. like things u do not wan 2 happen actually happen and everythin starts 2 b so messed up..so i feel we mus always b very attentive 2 things we wan 2 protect in order not 2 make any mistakes..but its impossible..i guess its like the most difficult thin 2 do.. i m only a human after all..but sometimes things do happen tat really is under my control.. anyway mayb i 4got 2 mentions this but 1 of the most un4gettable things that had happen this year probably would havin an eye infections..lumps r like growin in my eye which really looks horrible..bcas of this i have 2 wear my spects go out..i think i really sux n i look terribly ugly..but again i mus thx my spects cas if it wasnt 4 it i wont b able 2 c clearly..so ya hopefully my infection would quickly go away... life is really quite borin these few days..i mean its basically tirin..like smtimes i feel everythin i do is wrong..when i speaks i fear tat other ppl would thin otherwise when i really don mean it..thus i feel so bad abt everythin...when i do some stuff i fear tat ppl would not like it though i told ppl not 2 bother but deep down me is full of insecurites tat i really don noe how 2 hide..i guess wish everythin will soon get betta

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