• i'm sitting here. and i'm thinking. while a song is playing. i am here onmy bed and thoughts are running across my head. its so hard to ever capture a feeling, but somtimes when you try to write it down, it helps. 8th grade will start. and i want it to be different. but i want it to be the same. i feel like i am going to lose so many people on this jounrney. i dont want to lose my old freidns, but how am i going to keep them? how am i going to be able to keep myself afloat? i hae the worst teahers...and everytime i find a way to do something so dumb, that i get in trouble for it. maybe this year, i can grow up..and learn that high school will be different, get my act together, and learn that i have to be mature in a classroom situation. i dont want to losr my friends. carly isnt in my pod, and she has people i would want to become better friedns with. but i know that when i get to school, evetything will plot out like it should, i am going to see one person, and say "wow, i forgot how many good times we had! and i am so happy that they are in my pod." i was online today and mike IMed me, and said i have tech with you. and i looked at my schedule, and was like...wow tech is the last explore of the year. what will me and mike be like? i think about how much i grew last year and i cant imagine how much i will grow this year as well. i hope that i can stay the same, but change for the better. i dont want summer to end. but i want to see evryone again. i just want to stay out of drama, and dumb shit...becuase thats what gets me lost in this school. i just want to try to stay alfoat...and be happy. lif shouldnt be all that difficualt at the age of 13. stay chill. becuase it will all just get harder. cherish the time u have as a kid...becuase when it comes down to it, i am a kid. and i like it that way. talk to you later. last song played: we never change artist: coldplay [ haha. nice we never change. ] xx.

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