i can't have anythin i want..

  • Its been a long time since i upload my journal..actually i really wann do so but then i hav no chance..all i can say this past few days has been so fucked up 4 me..jus few days ago my mother scolded me like shit...n i really feel tat bein young sux..actually i really feel tat i sux badly as a person.. i noe tat she scold me bcas she mean me gd..but i hate it..i mean like wateva..anyway again abt my this whole stupid crush thin is like goin on n off..i thought i 4got abt him but no i did no..then l think i did..wateva its sick..i really if sometimes i lyin 2 myself all wat actually i do like him..i really dunno... n 2 day i saw him tokin 2 this whole bunch of gals jus like wat he n me use 2 b like then i was like feelin go ur own way..i'm over u..m i really over him..i m confuse..so wat am i really feelin..everythin jus sux and smt i feel life is so sick is like there nth i can really do everythin i dun wan jus fall on me..like i hav 2 go 4 this fuckin maths remedial hearin tat i feel my life nw is so fuck up..y everythin i wan jus don come my own bloody way..
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