• Watched my life pass me by -- in the rearview mirror Pictures frozen in time -- are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day -- stuck in the shadow of my mistakes The beginning of his new single kind of describes what is going on in my life... Like I have been just going through my life, watching it in the "rearview mirror"... The other day, I actually said to myself, "Liz, living life is like driving a car... you have to watch where you are going for the most part, but check the rearview mirror once in a while." I just wake up, go to work, come home, go to bed, rinse and repeat. Every day. Little things make me feel like I need to do something different. Things like talking to Jennifer and Katy the other day after dance. Just being around people who are ambitious and driven, and who have a passion for something as much as I do... it's a good feeling. With Stephen, I feel like he can't do that much to help me because he is in such a rut himself. Taco Bell gave him his raise, but barely. He was making 8:50...now he is making like 10:35. Barely a raise for what he's been doing for that fucking store. They are assholes. He is never going to be happy while he's working there. In other news... Ash is getting neutered today. He should be getting it done by now if he's not already recovering... hopefully it will all go well. He's been a pretty lucky little baby up to now so I'm keeping my fingers crossed. They called to ask about his ear infection earlier... I hope nothing complicates the surgery. I had his food in there last night but I don't think he ate much of it, and I know he probably didn't drink a lot of water... They said at the SPCA that if they have something in their stomach they can throw it up during the surgery and sometimes it's fatal... I don't want that to happen after I've worked so hard to give him a fighting chance. His fur and skin are really unhealthy, too, so I have to give him a really good diet and try to get him back to happy healthy indoor kitty-ness. He deserves it... he's a little snuggle bunny and very sweet. Been taking his medicine well, and I'm very attached to him... so let's hope for the best.

• No Comments

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!