• Well, the first verse is about how you feel betrayed. You feel as though you were trusting God off and on and it's just too much to go through again. Hence the "never again". God is supposed to test you to see if you belong in Heaven or not and it went too far and you're saying "maybe when you find out that I'm dead you'll realize what you did to me". The second verse is about the way you won't ever let go of the way that God mistreated you. You want Him to save you from Hell (hence the "save me when you come into the fire") but you'd still "rather die than have to see [His] smile". The chorus is saying if you still survive after the suicide attempt, if God would still accept you. And if you can "make [yourself] believe, [you'd] give [Him] back what [He] took away". In other words, you'd give him back the life He ruined for you, by dying. And if you believe in Him, then it would go to Him. By killing yoursef, you are "smash[ing] apart what [He] created" which is you. And how can you ever "stop [Him] from crushing [your] soul, when it was [His] to begin with"? Or more specifically, God gave you a soul and you can't stop Him from scarring it forever because it's not rightfully yours.

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