Lyric discussion by terraryzin 

The line I'll try not breathe as I hold my head still is an adaption of a lyric from an R.E.M song ironically entitled "try not to breathe"

The R.E.M. song is about suicide, and I think this one is too. It's possibly written at different points in the characters mind, as it's hard to tie the beginning in with the end as a continuous series of events.

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