This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Accused of living in a dreamworld Told me that it’s my way out But what the @#$* should I wake up
to? To your world? I’d rather not! Propagate a lot of theories Won’t reflect the likes of me Lack
the will to be a weasel Not lured into your security Yeah, I live in a dream but who put me to
sleep You think you’re awake, you’re just counting the
.. Now move to the side cause your world’s
in my way There’s no chance that you’ll wake me up I’ll never...... Rising up by putting down All
is done just to fit in But do you know What to fit into? I can’t stand the endless beating The
pressure and the double-talk I won’t meet your sorry measures Talk all you want but I’ll stand tall
I’ll never live up to your standard Of giving in just to get by And you can save your hollow
phrases Just say goodbye I’m gone Exempt, from all your sorry measures I’m gone Not touched, by
your cold hands I’m gone Immune, to all the endless beating There’s no way that you will drag me
in I’ll never live on your flat earth No never!
to? To your world? I’d rather not! Propagate a lot of theories Won’t reflect the likes of me Lack
the will to be a weasel Not lured into your security Yeah, I live in a dream but who put me to
sleep You think you’re awake, you’re just counting the
.. Now move to the side cause your world’s
in my way There’s no chance that you’ll wake me up I’ll never...... Rising up by putting down All
is done just to fit in But do you know What to fit into? I can’t stand the endless beating The
pressure and the double-talk I won’t meet your sorry measures Talk all you want but I’ll stand tall
I’ll never live up to your standard Of giving in just to get by And you can save your hollow
phrases Just say goodbye I’m gone Exempt, from all your sorry measures I’m gone Not touched, by
your cold hands I’m gone Immune, to all the endless beating There’s no way that you will drag me
in I’ll never live on your flat earth No never!
Lyrics submitted by ice-dive
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