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I will return here one day
And dig up my bones from the clay
I buried nails and strings and hair
And that old tooth I believe was a bear's
I held my hand in the fire
It burned me down to the wires
Blood suckers hide beneath my bed
And black fumes of skin so gently bled
I slept with a cat on my breast
Slowing my heart stealing my breath
At sunrise the monkeys will fly
And leave me with pennies in my eyes
I will return here one day
And dig up my bones from the clay
I buried nails and string and hair
And that old tooth I believe was a bear's
At sunrise the monkeys will fly
And leave me with pennies in my eyes
And dig up my bones from the clay
I buried nails and strings and hair
And that old tooth I believe was a bear's
I held my hand in the fire
It burned me down to the wires
Blood suckers hide beneath my bed
And black fumes of skin so gently bled
I slept with a cat on my breast
Slowing my heart stealing my breath
At sunrise the monkeys will fly
And leave me with pennies in my eyes
I will return here one day
And dig up my bones from the clay
I buried nails and string and hair
And that old tooth I believe was a bear's
At sunrise the monkeys will fly
And leave me with pennies in my eyes
Lyrics submitted by Tiger_Angel
Eyepennies Lyrics as written by Mark Linkous
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
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I don't have the lyrics, but I think it says, "Black fumes of soot so gently bled." Instead of "skin."
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@Keeton Going off of your take of the song, which I definitely agree with the most,I just want to offer a more simplistic interpretation of the lines you mentioned:<br /> <br /> "Blood suckers hide beneath my bed<br /> And black fumes of skin so gently bled<br /> I slept with a cat on my breast<br /> Slowing my heart stealing my breath<br /> <br /> At sunrise the monkeys will fly"<br /> <br /> While I agree with other people that say the general gist of the song has to do with dying in some sense and then returning, I also can't help but connect this imagery, as well as the folklore you mentioned -- to sleep paralysis -- which a lot of people these days seem to think the myth of cats stealing the breath of babies might have come from (it's very common for new mothers to have sleep paralysis, and within these experiences to hallucinate cats that are either stealing their breath, or the breath of their newborn children, or both). <br /> <br /> The "bloodsuckers hide beneath my bed" also seems to echo this sleep paralysis imagery, and I think that Mark Linkous would absolutely have been familiar with this phenomenon, since we know that he almost died from taking a combination of drugs that are known to exaccerbate the symptoms of sleep paralysis, and even bring it out in people that otherwise would not experience it (I personally have experienced this phenomenon when taking sedatives like Linkous did, up to and including these shadowy cats sitting on my chest and stealing my breath).<br /> <br /> Just something I thought was worth mentioning, and which my sister and I, long suffers of sleep paralysis, always associated these lyrics with (especially when my sister gave birth to my nephew a couple years ago, and had some of the worst episodes of this terrifying sleep disorder to date during that time period).<br /> <br /> Perhaps others who have experienced this spooky phenomenon will be able to make some sense of what I'm trying to get at here, or so I hope, anyway.<br />
Also, I forgot to mention (and wish this site had an edit function for comments) that the "At sunrise the monkeys will fly" also hits close to home for me, and could be interpreted as coming out of this state of sleep paralysis and seeing these so-called "flying monkeys" or whatever other form that these shadowy entities tend to manifest, dissapate when you finally wake up and snap out of the experience. <br /> <br /> Anyone who has had these experiences or is familiar with the phenomenon should know what I'm talking about... and if you are not familiar, check out the documentary "The Nightmare" which is currently on Netflix, at least in my country. It's very insightful on this age-old phenomenon and how it relates to this old folklore of cats and "bloodsuckers"/demons sitting on people's chests, taking their breath, etc.
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First off, Sparklehorse is one of those bands that I suspect don't offer lyrics open to holistic analysis (I realize I should be speaking in the singular - it's basically just Mark Linkous - but whatever).
But essentially, this song seems quite easy to get. It's about dying and reincarnation. The 'I will return' sections are about both body and memories (the bear's tooth) rising again. There's also the dichotomy between suffering and gentleness - "black fumes of skin" that, we are told, "so gently bled." The blood suckers and cat seem both external influences that are draining the life from him - these could be seen as the constant pressures of life, constant because they are even present beneath his bed (usually seen as a private place of relative safety) and sleeping on his chest, of which the narrator is very aware. The monkeys leaving pennies in his eyes is about the old tradition of putting coins in dead people's eyes - this is based on the idea that the dead need to pay the boatman a fee to cross (I think) the river Styx into the afterlife.
I'm not quite so sure about the meaning of a few things. Why did the narrator himself bury what are presumably his own 'nails and strings and hair'? Also, what is the meaning of the part of holding his hand into the fire and the wiring being revealed? Is he just a robot, a part of a much larger machine (and is that possibly why he can be so confident that he will rise again)? Any thoughts and ideas much welcomed!
Whose bones are they? That is the question! But what a haunting song.
@Delichon is he saying bones or boats? I thought it was bones when I first heard it, but I've seen it written as "boats" on a couple guitar tab sites. (It's hard to tell when you're listening to it.) Bones seems more obvious. Boats is interesting though, he could be talking about toy boats. He did bury nails and string and hair and an old tooth from a bear. Maybe he buried some boats too. I've had one Sparklehorse album for years, didn't really listen to it until recently. He was so good, very under appreciated.
haha. I think you're off wortel. It's about the end of your childhood. The first stanza's about the burying of a memory capsule (or whatever you want to call it). Then
"at sunrise the monkeys will fly and leave me with pennies in my eyes"
means that his dreams and disallusionment as a child have left, and left him only seeing money, like so many adults.
to me, the song is the figurative death of an aspect or a particular persona of the narrator. he's burying who he was, knowing one day he'll look back and examine the remains of who he used to be. he is achieving this death by tearing himself apart, burning his exterior to find who lies beneath, what is at the core of who he is. I think the bloodsuckers are other people and powers in his life, maybe even his own friends, so close to him and hiding their true intentions right in front of him. the cat represents his own depression, a sort of emotional weight that settles on his heart and makes it hard to live. he's trying to kill that version of himself, with it's many problems and so much sadness, to hopefully emerge as a happier man.
The pennies in the eyes reference is (imho) not speaking to the fact that he sees only money. I accept your theory of the song being about leaving behind one's past (or childhood, if you will), but the pennies reference is definitely an allusion to the ancient tradition of placing coins in the eyes of the recently departed (side note: this tradition was shared among many of the ancient cultures with different variants on the specifics of the reasoning for doing so).
Also, it's not about reincarnation, although I understand the logic behind that theory. The real key to understanding that point is knowing where he is speaking literally as opposed to figuratively. His "return" is not the symbolic or metaphorical part of the statement, but rather the "bones" (as a symbol for memories, which he goes on to clarify.) Plus, none of the rest of the song has a d--n thing to do with reincarnation.
"I held my hand in the fire, burned me down to the wires" basically means he has knowingly put himself in an uncomfortable situation, but didn't realize it would reveal his true colors, expose his bare inner makings.
Also, another note about the pennies in the eyes thing: the monkeys are not necessarily placing the pennies on his eyes. These lines simply say that the monkeys (which I contend are the connections to his old life -- friends, habits, things that we attach ourselves to) will "fly" (flee, scatter, run off), and leave him (or his old self) dead and ready to pass to the next completely different life (or stage of life).
The second verse I've always had a little trouble deciphering, mainly because the images differ so much from those in the rest of the song. My best guess is that he's simply trying to convey a feeling or way of seeing things here. Blood suckers and black fumes sound scary, but the bleeding of the skin with a leech in non-western medicine is sometimes the only remedy (particularly for toxins transmitted in the bloodstream, i.e. a snake bite). The cat on his chest (and I can see the cat as a symbol for every-day pressure, possibly) while he's sleeping would seem uncomfortable and unbearable at first, but to me he seems to take comfort in it being there (or else he would be sleepless with a cat on his breast) and in the fact that it shortens his breath, calms his heart, keeps him grounded perhaps.