Push It Away

But you don't want to say it out loud because you're kind of afraid it's not gonna be really true and it will spoil the whole thing for you you know
Eyes wide open but I can't see straight
Driving down the interstate Maybe pills was a mistake
Gotta learn
Gotta learn to keep myself in check
Loving you was great but now I'm trying to forget
So please
Just push me away
Do it so I feel I never want to stay
Always want to be there for you
Come on your break stay up late with you
In the grass high on molly know you loved it too
Smile on my face cuz you're something new
My dreams have become what I see in person
But sometimes I gotta know
When to wake up
Only around when you're wanting me
But I can't find you when I'm right where I wanna be
So I leave space for you and me to breathe
But there's no end to the hole that you put me in it's too deep
Feeling torn in my brain
I don't wanna feel the pain
All I wanna know is that my heart's being done played like a game
Just to feel the same about you that I did that day
I found you
You're sorry for the things you've done
But it's hard being friends if I'm not your number one
Eyes wide open but I can't see straight
Driving down the interstate
Maybe pills was a mistake
Gotta learn gotta learn to keep myself in check
Loving you was great but now I'm trying to forget
So please
Just push me away
Do it so I feel I never wanna stay
Always want to be there for you
Come on your break stay up late with you
In the grass high on molly know you loved it too
Smile on my face cuz you're something new
My dreams have become what I see in person
But sometimes I gotta know
When to wake up