This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
That moment when the first few flakes start falling
Is the moment before I burst into tears
Cause snow in the air means Christmas shopping
And the thought of it all just stresses me out
Who-oh-oh it's me
Who-oh-oh it's me
Would she kinda like this canary yellow?
Or does she already own way too many scarves?
I could get her a backpack and something to carry
But this is way too much pressure, it's breaking my heart
Who-oh-oh it's me
Who-oh-oh it's me
I'm ready to wrap that perfect Christmas gift
But I haven't found it yet
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
So I'll give you my heart
I wander around the store again and again
But all I do is shrug
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
And I'm ready to say "Bah humbug"!
Bah-bah-bah-bah-bah humbug
Bah-bah-bah-bah-bah
I could get her a gift card to Olive Garden
But what if Red Lobster is way more her thing?
I don't even know
Well how 'bout a bike that you could rail-e?
But how 'bout I jump out the window? (window [x4])
Yeah how 'bout I jump out the window? (window [x4])
Sing joy to the world face down in the snow!
I'm ready to wrap that perfect Christmas gift
But I haven't found it yet
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
So I'll give you my heart, I hope it'll do
I wander around the store again and again
But all I do is shrug
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
I'm ready to say
I'll wrap myself in paper and sit under the tree
Cause the best gift I can give you is this heart inside of me!
I'm ready to wrap that perfect Christmas gift
But I haven't found it yet
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you (here's my heart)
So I'll give you my heart, I hope it'll do
I wander around the store again and again
But all I do is shrug
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
And I'm bout ready to say "Bah humbug!"
Sorry for the hand towels!
Bah humbug!
Sorry for the Yankee candles!
Bah humbug!
Sorry for all this useless junk!
The best gift I have to give
Is my love
Is the moment before I burst into tears
Cause snow in the air means Christmas shopping
And the thought of it all just stresses me out
Who-oh-oh it's me
Who-oh-oh it's me
Would she kinda like this canary yellow?
Or does she already own way too many scarves?
I could get her a backpack and something to carry
But this is way too much pressure, it's breaking my heart
Who-oh-oh it's me
Who-oh-oh it's me
I'm ready to wrap that perfect Christmas gift
But I haven't found it yet
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
So I'll give you my heart
I wander around the store again and again
But all I do is shrug
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
And I'm ready to say "Bah humbug"!
Bah-bah-bah-bah-bah humbug
Bah-bah-bah-bah-bah
I could get her a gift card to Olive Garden
But what if Red Lobster is way more her thing?
I don't even know
Well how 'bout a bike that you could rail-e?
But how 'bout I jump out the window? (window [x4])
Yeah how 'bout I jump out the window? (window [x4])
Sing joy to the world face down in the snow!
I'm ready to wrap that perfect Christmas gift
But I haven't found it yet
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
So I'll give you my heart, I hope it'll do
I wander around the store again and again
But all I do is shrug
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
I'm ready to say
I'll wrap myself in paper and sit under the tree
Cause the best gift I can give you is this heart inside of me!
I'm ready to wrap that perfect Christmas gift
But I haven't found it yet
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you (here's my heart)
So I'll give you my heart, I hope it'll do
I wander around the store again and again
But all I do is shrug
Cause I don't have a clue what to get you
And I'm bout ready to say "Bah humbug!"
Sorry for the hand towels!
Bah humbug!
Sorry for the Yankee candles!
Bah humbug!
Sorry for all this useless junk!
The best gift I have to give
Is my love
Lyrics submitted by amirbe
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