This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Blood red sky on a desert road
Gotta make my way down to Mexico
For what I did I know that it was wrong
The fire in my heart, it will never die
Everything I love will be left behind
No turning back, forever gone tonight
All my love Anastasia, Anastasia
This may be our last goodbye
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
All I need is a miracle
Lawmen got me running now forever more
They'll hunt me down until the end of time
Oh my mama, now I've got to go
Never love another how I've loved you so
I'm so afraid to leave this all behind
All my love Anastasia, Anastasia
This may be our last goodbye
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
All my love Anastasia, Anastasia
This may be our last goodbye
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
Anastasia, Anastasia
For your honor took a life
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
Gotta make my way down to Mexico
For what I did I know that it was wrong
The fire in my heart, it will never die
Everything I love will be left behind
No turning back, forever gone tonight
All my love Anastasia, Anastasia
This may be our last goodbye
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
All I need is a miracle
Lawmen got me running now forever more
They'll hunt me down until the end of time
Oh my mama, now I've got to go
Never love another how I've loved you so
I'm so afraid to leave this all behind
All my love Anastasia, Anastasia
This may be our last goodbye
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
All my love Anastasia, Anastasia
This may be our last goodbye
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
Anastasia, Anastasia
For your honor took a life
You can't save me, I am fading
Blood is on my hands tonight
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Anastasia, Anastasia For your honor took a life You can't save me, I am fading Blood is on my hands tonight
Anastasia Is the girl he longs to be with & He feel's she can't save him as he is trapped in a life he no longer wants to be. & he wants to murder those who hurt this girl.
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I think it's a story of a man who loves Anastasia. He has murdered someone for his love (someone who might have hurt Anastasia). Now he has been sentenced to prison (or maybe death) by Lawmen. The only way left for him is to escape and leave his love.
I think this song is about anastasia romanov who was killed during the russian revolution. she was the youngest and most beautiful daughter of czar nicholas and his wife alexandra. i think this song reflects on the tragedy of a beautiful woman being murdered just so other leaders can take over power. it could be that the soldier who killed her realized the loss of a beautiful person and has regrets. there are theories that anastasia could have been saved and maybe one of the soldiers regrets lead him to take revenge on others who killed anastasia because he realized after he lost her that he loves her. And now that he decides to defend her memory his life is at risk from the people who have wrestled power from the former czar's family and he's on the run with blood on his hands