Anything that happened when I was young,
it came so measly.
And now all of those things are haunting me,
and nothing will calm.

I won't be offended if no one sees,
I just wanna know what that'll mean.

When I'm alone I make believe that,
I'm in a different time and place where,
nobody wants to know my name and
no one will recognize my face.

Anything that I did way back when,
it seems so long ago.
Might as well have all been by accident,
I've nothing left to show.

I wont be offended if no one stays,
I'll just blame it all on my old age.

When I'm alone I make believe that,
I'm in a different time and place where,
nobody wants to know my name and
no one will recognize my face.

2am, I'm thinking about how lucky i've been.
I need to take a moment to myself.
6am, I'm thinking about how lonely i've been.
I need to take a moment to myself.


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    lazarus is a biblical character who was raised from the dead, so i think the title refers to all the kids who bring up old, irrelevant things to anthony, like how he feels about saosin or why he won't play "seven years" anymore.

    i can imagine how frustrating it is to apart of something successful like circa survive, yet people ask you about some band you started in high school. anthony just really doesn't care about zolof or saosin or anything he used to be in.

    overall, i think the song talks about shit that don't matter, such as anthony's fame. so many people put him on a pedestal, but he's a regular guy. the whole song, anthony is saying like, i wish i wasn't famous because i don't care about that. at the end, he's thinking about how incredibly lucky he is that he gets to live his dream as a musician, but at the same time he feels really lonely because he probably can't find people who love him just for who he is.

    he doesn't want to be "anthony green from circa survive!!!" and he doesn't want to be associated with things from his past, either.

    afflictionateon November 29, 2010   Link

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