This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I am not a human being
Uh, pussy for lunch
Pop all the balloons and spit in the punch, haha yeah
Kush and the blunts
I ride through your block, see a foot in the trunk
I don't know why they keep playin'
They better re-plan
I'm giving them the blues, Bobby "Blue" Bland
Together we stand and fall on y'all
Ballin' with my bloods, call it b-ball
These days ain't shit, Young Money is
I got mars bars, Three Musketeers
Come through coupe same color as veneers
And you know I'm riding with the toast, cheers
Yeah, now I'm back on my grizz
And y'all's a bunch a squares like a motherfuckin' grid
Shit, fuck with me and get hit
I finger fuck the Nina, make that bitch have kids
Just do it, my nigga, I just did
Ain't a motherfucker deeper than me bitch, dig, ya dig?
This here is big biz and I scream fuck "it," whoever "it" is
I am the rhyming oasis
I got a cup of ya time, I won't waste it
I got my foot on the line I'm not racin'
I thank God that I am not basic
Ow
That I am not basic
I am not a human being
Uh, rockstar, baby
Now come to my suite and get lockjaw, baby
Rich nigga lookin' at the cops all crazy
That's that mob shit, nigga, Martin Scorsese
Heater close range, 'cause people are strange
But I bet that AK-47 keep you ordained
You can't see Weezy nor Wayne, I'm in the far lane
I'm running this shit, hundred yard gain
Uh, swag on infinity
I'm killing 'em, see the white flag from the enemy
Shoot you in the head and leave your dash full of memories
Father forgive me for my brash delivery
I would try you, I wouldn't lie, dude
I must be sticky 'cause them bitches got they eyes glued
Young Money, baby, we the shit like fly food
Y'all can't see us like the bride's shoes
I stand tall like I'm motherfuckin' 9'2"
I scream motherfuck you and whoever designed you
And if you think you hot, then obviously you were lied to
And we don't die, we multiply and then we come divide you
I am the rhyming oasis
I got a cup of ya time, I won't waste it
I got my foot on the line, I'm not racin'
I thank God that I am not basic
I am not basic
That I am not basic
I thank God that I am not basic
I am not a human being
Re-reporting from another world
Magazine full of bullets, you can be my cover girl
Bless got the weed rollin' thicker than a southern girl
Strong arm rap like a nigga did a hundred curls
Rock star biatch, check out how we rock
And if this ain't hip hop, it must be knee hop
I'm higher than a tree top, she lick my lollipop
I still get my candy from your girlfriend's sweet shop
Spitting that heat rock, I'm smooth, not Pete Rock
And my-and my money on etcetera, three dots
Still get a stomach ache every time I see cops
You better run motherfucker, 'cause we not
You better run 'til your feet stop
You ain't even a fuckin' alphabet in my teapot
Colder than a ski shop, holding on to the top
And even if I let go I still won't drop
I am the rhyming oasis
I got a cup of ya time I won't waste it
I got my foot on the line I'm not racin'
I thank God that I am not basic
I am not a, I am not a human being
Uh, pussy for lunch
Pop all the balloons and spit in the punch, haha yeah
Kush and the blunts
I ride through your block, see a foot in the trunk
I don't know why they keep playin'
They better re-plan
I'm giving them the blues, Bobby "Blue" Bland
Together we stand and fall on y'all
Ballin' with my bloods, call it b-ball
These days ain't shit, Young Money is
I got mars bars, Three Musketeers
Come through coupe same color as veneers
And you know I'm riding with the toast, cheers
Yeah, now I'm back on my grizz
And y'all's a bunch a squares like a motherfuckin' grid
Shit, fuck with me and get hit
I finger fuck the Nina, make that bitch have kids
Just do it, my nigga, I just did
Ain't a motherfucker deeper than me bitch, dig, ya dig?
This here is big biz and I scream fuck "it," whoever "it" is
I am the rhyming oasis
I got a cup of ya time, I won't waste it
I got my foot on the line I'm not racin'
I thank God that I am not basic
Ow
That I am not basic
I am not a human being
Uh, rockstar, baby
Now come to my suite and get lockjaw, baby
Rich nigga lookin' at the cops all crazy
That's that mob shit, nigga, Martin Scorsese
Heater close range, 'cause people are strange
But I bet that AK-47 keep you ordained
You can't see Weezy nor Wayne, I'm in the far lane
I'm running this shit, hundred yard gain
Uh, swag on infinity
I'm killing 'em, see the white flag from the enemy
Shoot you in the head and leave your dash full of memories
Father forgive me for my brash delivery
I would try you, I wouldn't lie, dude
I must be sticky 'cause them bitches got they eyes glued
Young Money, baby, we the shit like fly food
Y'all can't see us like the bride's shoes
I stand tall like I'm motherfuckin' 9'2"
I scream motherfuck you and whoever designed you
And if you think you hot, then obviously you were lied to
And we don't die, we multiply and then we come divide you
I am the rhyming oasis
I got a cup of ya time, I won't waste it
I got my foot on the line, I'm not racin'
I thank God that I am not basic
I am not basic
That I am not basic
I thank God that I am not basic
I am not a human being
Re-reporting from another world
Magazine full of bullets, you can be my cover girl
Bless got the weed rollin' thicker than a southern girl
Strong arm rap like a nigga did a hundred curls
Rock star biatch, check out how we rock
And if this ain't hip hop, it must be knee hop
I'm higher than a tree top, she lick my lollipop
I still get my candy from your girlfriend's sweet shop
Spitting that heat rock, I'm smooth, not Pete Rock
And my-and my money on etcetera, three dots
Still get a stomach ache every time I see cops
You better run motherfucker, 'cause we not
You better run 'til your feet stop
You ain't even a fuckin' alphabet in my teapot
Colder than a ski shop, holding on to the top
And even if I let go I still won't drop
I am the rhyming oasis
I got a cup of ya time I won't waste it
I got my foot on the line I'm not racin'
I thank God that I am not basic
I am not a, I am not a human being
Lyrics submitted by AaronAwesomeness
I Am Not a Human Being Lyrics as written by Marco Rodriguez Dwayne Carter
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
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