Disaster strikes, I tried to write
Describe the things I hold inside
But this pride of mine still keeps me distant

Disorder looms above this rooms
I'm trapped inside this silent tomb
I'm trapped again by my own resistance

What ever I say
What ever I write
What ever I do
I'm not getting through - to you

Destruction zone surrounds my home
The future seems to stay unknown
All alone in need of some assistance

Here comes the fear again
The walls are closing in
Feels like I'm choking
Can't find the words to say
I'm drowning in despair
And the smoke fills the air


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What Ever Lyrics as written by Eero Heinonen Aki Hakala

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    This song is about the struggles and anguish of the inability to reach someone through lyrics.

    "Disaster strikes, I try to write, describe the things I hold inside..." He wants to really open up and say what's on his mind and get a few things off his chest but he has 'writer's block' and feels like something is holding him back.

    "My future seems to stay unknown, all alone in need of some assistance" He doesn't know whether songwriting and music could be a lifetime thing for him as it's difficult to describe exactly how he feels. He needs assistance to help himself understand why he can't open up to someone. OR it could mean in a love-and-relationship sense; if he can't talk properly to this person then their future is unknown together.

    "Here comes the fear again, walls are closing in, smoke fills the air" Quite simply, he's panicking over the situation.

    "What ever I say, what ever I write, what ever I do, I'm not getting through to you" People, or one person in particular, aren't understanding him properly. He doesn't know exactly how to communicate to them to make them comprehend something.

    ElectricGirrrlon July 08, 2010   Link

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