This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Somebody give me sign
That everything's going as planned
And then everything falls away
Into the darkness of this shallow place
The detail is striking
The room's cold and frightening
You'll kick and you'll scream
You'll try everything to survive
But you should know your fate by now (know your fate by now)
They told me (they told me)
How I should be
But I broke the mold somehow!
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
To me
You, you know gotta assert yourself
Leave what you need for now
It's not the time or place your searching for
All I can give them is my worst of intentions
You're nothing to me and everyone can see that
Your life's a lie
There's nowhere left to hide
They told me (they told me!)
How I should be
But I broke the mold somehow
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
To me
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
To me
Watch your back
You'll lose yourself
This is a battleground!
When will they know
Your life's a lie
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
They told me (they told me)
How I should be
But I broke the mold somehow!
That everything's going as planned
And then everything falls away
Into the darkness of this shallow place
The detail is striking
The room's cold and frightening
You'll kick and you'll scream
You'll try everything to survive
But you should know your fate by now (know your fate by now)
They told me (they told me)
How I should be
But I broke the mold somehow!
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
To me
You, you know gotta assert yourself
Leave what you need for now
It's not the time or place your searching for
All I can give them is my worst of intentions
You're nothing to me and everyone can see that
Your life's a lie
There's nowhere left to hide
They told me (they told me!)
How I should be
But I broke the mold somehow
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
To me
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
To me
Watch your back
You'll lose yourself
This is a battleground!
When will they know
Your life's a lie
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
It's too late, too late
You keep trying to resolve the past right now
But I swear I'll be the one
To let the world know what you've done
They told me (they told me)
How I should be
But I broke the mold somehow!
Lyrics submitted by Last Eclipse, edited by Mellow_Harsher, SirDalvion, AdamArtz
My Life For Hire Lyrics as written by Jeremy Wade Mckinnon Thomas H Jr Denney
Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
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