So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
[Repeat x2]
(Malevolent criminal eye)
(Motivation paints my mind)
(Cross the invisible line)
(And you'll be paid in kind)
Get it!
Criminal
The suffering
It makes me think like a
Criminal
The suffering
When we're alone
Criminal
The suffering
It makes me feel like a
Criminal
The suffering
When we're alone
Typical enough for me
And burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To bury my vision
A hunger coming over me
As I learn to hide the agony
To make a final remedy
To close the door once and for all
[Chorus]
In a world that I don't want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be free from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
Don't tell me I can not go
When the wound in me refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
(It seems the whole experience is)
Terrible and crippling
The pain is much more then
Physical beyond belief
When we're alone
Typical enough for me
And I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To make this decision
Despair is falling over me
No way to hide the agony
Embracing my calamity
To save myself once and for all
[Chorus]
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to call me motherfucker
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to say it doesn't matter
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to call me motherfucker
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to say it doesn't matter now
Now that you wanna know
Now you wanna name
Now you wanna place
Now you wanna time
Now you want it all
Now that you wanna know
Now you wanna name
Now you wanna place
Now you wanna time
Now you want it all
Now
[Chorus]
Don't say that it isn't so
I'm on a path that you'll never comprehend
Set me free from all of this
I need you to quicken my end
(Malevolent criminal eye)
(Motivation paints my mind)
(Cross the invisible line)
(And you'll be paid in kind)
Get it!
Criminal
The suffering
It makes me think like a
Criminal
The suffering
When we're alone
Criminal
The suffering
It makes me feel like a
Criminal
The suffering
When we're alone
Typical enough for me
And burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To bury my vision
A hunger coming over me
As I learn to hide the agony
To make a final remedy
To close the door once and for all
[Chorus]
In a world that I don't want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be free from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
Don't tell me I can not go
When the wound in me refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
(It seems the whole experience is)
Terrible and crippling
The pain is much more then
Physical beyond belief
When we're alone
Typical enough for me
And I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To make this decision
Despair is falling over me
No way to hide the agony
Embracing my calamity
To save myself once and for all
[Chorus]
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to call me motherfucker
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to say it doesn't matter
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to call me motherfucker
Now you want to know
You want a name
You want to say it doesn't matter now
Now that you wanna know
Now you wanna name
Now you wanna place
Now you wanna time
Now you want it all
Now that you wanna know
Now you wanna name
Now you wanna place
Now you wanna time
Now you want it all
Now
[Chorus]
Don't say that it isn't so
I'm on a path that you'll never comprehend
Set me free from all of this
I need you to quicken my end
Lyrics submitted by ab0ve, edited by Kiwisplash
Criminal Lyrics as written by David Draiman Dan Donegan
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
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