Impale Magnet

She's so sweet with her autumn shaded hair,
caught in a gaze with her jet blue stare
Devoured on the inside, but I have a fetish for that glare
I'm impaled on the out,
dwelled too long to keep her close to me,
the times ahead are infected, no matter how much I scream and shout
Wasted days put aside...
Suffocation feels normal as I rot inside
A vicegrip on the throat, feelings intensified,
dark waves of decay sweep around, as I lay in this room to hide,
A shadow that follows until the day that I die

Forgiveness is drowned deep into my pool of tears,
if only there was an easier way out to escape my fears,
a binding coil of flames burns my flesh to the bone, for too many years,
it keeps me awake until my sickening death nears
Like needles pricking at skin, piercing to get in,
pain, a large toll in life, my favorite sin,
a jagged switchblade, my closest friend, with it I always win,
loses are extinct as I drive it through my skin
What have I done to myself? I shouldn't worry..
Scars heal faster then what you've damaged me with things I never knew,
this suicidal factor has just bled and grew,
through this blood, I spit out my last and final words,
I Love You.