Oh Ma there's a hole in my head
Used the bullets that come with the game you gave me
Shine a light into my head,
see the place where we were gonna live
Before you ran off with your spaceman
left me here without a place for us

Oh Ma there's a hole in my head
Used the bullets that come with the game you gave me

Used to be funny when you told me jokes
layin around you & me both when I
Try to remember my favorite one
all I get's a vision of the gun - imagine.

Oh Ma there's a hole in my head
Used the bullets that come with the game you gave me

Yes its true, I love you - how does it feel without me?

I don't know what you're gonna do,
I don't know where you're gonna go
I don't know who you want to see,
I don't know who you want to be
I don't know why I want to know,
I don't know why you didn't show
I don't know why I didn't see,
I don't know why I didn't leave



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    As it eerily often happens with the Beta Band, this song reflects something I've gone through nearly perfectly despite confusing lyrics. You date a girl, she jokes about how you'll never stay together. Then, much later, she disappears from your life for some spaced reason, and you try to remember it fondly by thinking of the jokes but all that really does is hurt ya more, or make you want to hurt yourself. And the fuel to harm yourself with your memories is all the little jokes that hurt so badly in retrospect.

    The last bit, I assume, is representative of your overworking mind, just repeating unknown questions.

    Caleddinon January 10, 2008   Link

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