The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
Close to madness
So demanding, I can't breathe anymore
I'll never be the same again
Please forgive me, and forget me
'Cause it's calling my name
I'll never go back again, back again, back again, back again
Can I find some more misery?
If it can't be you, then it must be me, and
Can i find some more for me?
I'll never know, I'll never go back again, back again, back again
Cold September, I remember
Wishing I was away
I'll never be the same again
Please forgive me and forget me
Cause it's calling my name, it's calling, it's calling it's calling, it's calling, it's calling
Can I find some more misery?
If it can't be you, then it must be me and
Can i find some hope for me?
I'll never go ill never go back again
Time to time it gets easier
Time to time it gets easier again, again, again, again...
Can I find some more misery?
If it can't be you, then it must be me and
Can i find some more for me?
I'll never go ill never go back again...
So demanding, I can't breathe anymore
I'll never be the same again
Please forgive me, and forget me
'Cause it's calling my name
I'll never go back again, back again, back again, back again
Can I find some more misery?
If it can't be you, then it must be me, and
Can i find some more for me?
I'll never know, I'll never go back again, back again, back again
Cold September, I remember
Wishing I was away
I'll never be the same again
Please forgive me and forget me
Cause it's calling my name, it's calling, it's calling it's calling, it's calling, it's calling
Can I find some more misery?
If it can't be you, then it must be me and
Can i find some hope for me?
I'll never go ill never go back again
Time to time it gets easier
Time to time it gets easier again, again, again, again...
Can I find some more misery?
If it can't be you, then it must be me and
Can i find some more for me?
I'll never go ill never go back again...
Lyrics submitted by Geez Louise
Back Again Lyrics as written by Timothy Wild
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
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Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
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But yes, i think its main message is about drugs. Anyone else got any more suggestions? xxxxx