So I'm sorry,
As two hands open doors.
So I'm sorry,
Something serene to steal my life away.

Climbing on the way up,
Sizing up the competition,
Waiting for the right time,
To strike a chord and change your life.

Don't you ever think for one-second that
I will forget the reasons that I cried.
You are no more potent than words that choke me
I sit and ask you two words.

But this is not a product,
And we're not in competition,
Waiting for the right time,
To strike a chord and your life.

Regret's how I spell your name.
In light of what you have done.
How can you not feel the same?
My love will fade with the sun.
As days go by, shed a tear.
I hate your face more than life.
I'll fake a smile for (you) my dear.
So turn away.

Climbing on the way up,
Sizing up the competition,
Waiting for the right time,
To strike a chord and change your life


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Lilacs & Lolita Lyrics as written by Brian Deneeve Benjamin Perri

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    "I sit and ask you two words. "

    what are the two words?

    throughtheheartton April 26, 2004   Link
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    yes or no i think, like.."wtf are ya gonna do with your life..or maybe..wtf is gonna happen between you and me" and dont include the Or part.

    GODDon June 25, 2004   Link
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    i cant belive theres not that many replies to this song. these lyrics are so powerful and heartfelt it gives me chills. "I hate your face more than life. " and "Regret's how i spell your name." . Now thats some awesome shit.

    a7x_hxc_03on November 30, 2004   Link
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    This song is obviously about being cheated on by somebody you love, and being ashamed/regretting that you ever trusted them.

    Amazing song.

    omgz sex bombon February 04, 2005   Link
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    The song is about how some bands try and compete with other bands, and their music is a "product" not art.

    sillyrobon February 21, 2006   Link
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    i also think its about being cheated by someone else you loved...its one of my favourite songs by from autumn to ashes musically and lyrically

    mrs. chainsawon April 28, 2006   Link
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    the phrase "I sit and ask you two words." i think the two words are "do you" because to me i think hes asking her do you love me as much as i love you" cause i was in tht situatuation wit my ex and i sat down looked her in the eye and jus said" do you or dont you" and unfortunitly it was i dnt..so yuh..thts wat it means to me..awsome song love fata best band ever!!

    depressedsoulon October 06, 2006   Link
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    wow .. don't know what else to say...I'm goin to see them live in 2 days .. really looking forward to this. not an easy time for me at the moment .. but their music kinda gives me something..

    insomniac88on August 15, 2007   Link
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    This song helps me explode about a certain someone who was in my life. It helped alot

    teck92on February 10, 2009   Link

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