@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
When it's passing strange
And I'm waiting for the train
Caught up on this line again
And it's passing slowly
Killing time but it's better
Than living in what will come
And I've still got some
Of your letters with me
And I thought sometimes
Or I read too much and I think you know
Let's drink to the dead lying under the water
And the cost of the blood on the driven snow
And the lipstick on my cigarettes
Frost upon the window pane
Nine while nine
And I'm waiting for the train
She said, "Do you remember a time when angels?
Do you remember a time when fear
In the days when I was stronger
In the days when you were here"
She said, "When days had no beginning
While days had no end when shadows grew no longer
I knew no other friend but you were wild"
You were wild
Frost upon these cigarettes
Lipstick on the window pane
And I've lost all sense of the world outside
But I can't forget so I call your name
And I'm looking for a life for me
And I'm looking for a life for you
And I'm talking to myself again
And it's so damn cold it's just not true
And I'm walking through the rain
Trying to hold on waiting for the train
And I'm only looking for what you want
But it's lonely here and I think you knew
And I'm, and I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine
And I'm waiting for the train
And I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine
And I'm waiting for the train
And I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine
I'm waiting for the train
And I'm waiting for the train
Caught up on this line again
And it's passing slowly
Killing time but it's better
Than living in what will come
And I've still got some
Of your letters with me
And I thought sometimes
Or I read too much and I think you know
Let's drink to the dead lying under the water
And the cost of the blood on the driven snow
And the lipstick on my cigarettes
Frost upon the window pane
Nine while nine
And I'm waiting for the train
She said, "Do you remember a time when angels?
Do you remember a time when fear
In the days when I was stronger
In the days when you were here"
She said, "When days had no beginning
While days had no end when shadows grew no longer
I knew no other friend but you were wild"
You were wild
Frost upon these cigarettes
Lipstick on the window pane
And I've lost all sense of the world outside
But I can't forget so I call your name
And I'm looking for a life for me
And I'm looking for a life for you
And I'm talking to myself again
And it's so damn cold it's just not true
And I'm walking through the rain
Trying to hold on waiting for the train
And I'm only looking for what you want
But it's lonely here and I think you knew
And I'm, and I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine
And I'm waiting for the train
And I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine
And I'm waiting for the train
And I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine
I'm waiting for the train
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I think the train in this song signifies an escape from the pain of his heartbreak that is not forthcoming - it could be interpretted as suicide, literally travel, a new lover or even just a sense of closure.
Or even her to turn up... 'and I wait in vain'
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Some of the most beautiful lyrics ever written. I think that he is contemplating suicide over the loss of a lover.
"it's Better than living in what will come and I've Still got some of your letters with me and I Thought sometimes or I read too much And I think you know let's Drink to the dead lying under the water and the Cost of the blood on the driven snow"
I think he's desperately searching for a way to make his relationship work, and if he doesn't find it, he'll throw himself in front of the train.
"I'm Looking for a life for me and I'm Looking for a life for you and I'm Talking to myself again and it's So damn cold it's just not true and I'm Walking through the rain Trying to hold on waiting for the train and I'm Only looking for what you want but it's Lonely here and I think you knew"
Pretty literal, I know, but I've been there!
Frost upon these cigarettes Lipstick on the window pane and I've Lost all sense of the world outside but I Can't forget so I call your name and I'm Looking for a life for me and I'm Looking for a life for you and I'm Talking to myself again and it's So damn cold it's just not true and I'm Walking through the rain Trying to hold on waiting for the train and I'm Only looking for what you want but it's Lonely here and I think you knew and I'm And I'm waiting And I wait in vain Nine while nine and I'm waiting For the train.
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I seem to recall that "nine while nine" is a regional slang term meaning 9am till 9pm or similar.
i really think this is about a friend of his that died.. adn he's trying to make sense of it all and moving on with his life..
..but there's always still that frustration
vigilant is correct, "while" is basically a synonym for "until" in certain parts of England.
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Vigilant/The Knave - Eldritch studied in Leeds - northern england, some of my freinds from that area say "while" ti mean "until".
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I agree with JAS. Abandonment. Waiting and waiting for her to comeback, but she never does.
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Killing time but it's Better than living in what will come and I've Still got some of your letters with me
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