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El-P – T.O.J. Lyrics 16 years ago
it is "joint". this song is not a last attempt to win her back, it's a last declaration of everything that he felt for this girl. he knows that they will never be together again, thus the "a toss to nothing, for noone;a wasted effort; a shrug" even though they wrote it wrong above. he was in love, obviously, and he wishes in his heart that they could be together, but knows that it will never happen again. this is everything he ever felt for that girl, ever. all he can do is wish her well and live in regret about it not working out, but he is being respectful to her and declaring that there will never be any communication again, ever.

this is one of the hardest things in life to deal with.... no longer talking or communicating in any way with someone who was a part of your life, perhaps your everything, for such a long time.

all that he knows about himself that is good, he learned from her. this is his final goodbye. of course, i'm sure he would like to be together again, as they were, but for her, he knows that this is it. pretty sick, emotional shit, without question. pain and anguish suck, but they make for legendary writing abilities. bad for el-p, but good for all of his fans, indeed.


you're welcome.

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