作词+作曲：阿信 Lyrics and Composition: Ashin

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色 You, crying deeply, trying to blend in with the crowd 你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了 You won’t dream or be hurt; your heart has closed its doors 你已经决定了 你已经决定了 You made the decision, you had made up your mind

你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著 You bear silently, holding yesterday tightly in your fists 而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了 But the sweeter the memories are, the more they hurt 越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割 Leaving you with multiple cuts and gashes every time you recall the past

你不是真正的快乐 You’re not truly happy 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 Your faint smile is a cloak to conceal the pain inside 你决定不恨了 You let go of hatred 也决定不爱了 And gave up on love as well 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳 Locking up your soul in an emotionless shell

这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了 You would laugh with us but never actually felt the joy we feel 当生存是规则 不是 你的选择 When living becomes compulsory instead of a choice 於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著 The only option being to walk on aimlessly while holding back tears

你不是真正的快乐 You’re not truly happy 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 Your faint smile is a cloak to conceal the pain inside 你决定不恨了 You let go of hatred 也决定不爱了 And gave up on love as well 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳 Locking up your soul in an emotionless shell

你不是真正的快乐 You’re not truly happy 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 All your grief would never heal completely 我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河 I am standing by your side but you seem miles away [1] 难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 Do you want to let this bitterness bind you for life 然后才后悔著 Before regretting it

你值得真正的快乐 You deserve true happiness 你应该脱下你穿的保护色 Just take off your cloak and let go of the past 为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢 Stop punishing yourself over what you had lost 能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 End all sadness in this instance 重新开始活著 Embrace new life again