The most familiar room
Every implement was leading to you
And your homely sense of disarray
Never once the same
Always rearranged
But things would never change
In the seam between the window frame
Where the jackals preyed on every soul
Where they tied you to a pole
And stripped you of your clothes

I was a dreamer
Staring out windows
Out onto the main street
'Cause that's where the dream goes

And each time they found fresh meat to chew
I would turn away and return to you
You would offer me your unmade bed
Feed me till I'm fed
And read me 'til I'm read
But when the morning came
You would catch me at the window again
In an eyes-wide-open sleeping state
Staring into space
With no look upon my face

I was a dreamer
Staring out windows
Out onto the main street
'Cause that's where the dream goes

And when I got older
When I grew bolder
Out onto the streets I flew
Released from your shackles
I danced with the jackals
And learned a new way to move
So before you take this song as truth
You should wonder what I'm taking from you
How I benefit from you being here
Lending me your ears
While I'm selling you my fears

I was a dreamer (I'm selling you my fears)
Staring out windows (I'm selling you my fears)
Out onto the main street (I'm selling you my fears)
'Cause that's where the dream goes (I'm selling you)
I was a dreamer
Staring out windows
Out onto the main street
'Cause that's where the dream goes


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    I think it's simply about growing .. it's like everybody were born naive .. and his mother or someone who care about him wanted him to to stay naive.. so she held him in the familiar room - the house -> his room. but he was curious.. and that's where he dreamed to be with everybody.. he was looking outside all the time.. but they everybody outside jackals ..so his mom didn't want him to go.. but when he grew older, he released from her shackles and could "dance" with them.. so he became one of them.. "learned a new way to move"... so he became a jackal as the name of the song.. "becoming a jackal".. and so he lost his innocence .. like everybody did.. I really don't quite know right now what does this part means:

    "So before you take this song as truth You should wonder what I'm taking from you How I benefit from you being here Lending me your ears while I'm selling you my fears "

    but I guess it could be the audience like someone told here before.. or maybe: "So before you take this song as truth" - so before you take him as a jackal ("becoming a jackal") .. he is talking to his mom/lover/ someone who cares about him - lending me your ears.. "while I'm selling you my fears" - telling her how terrible is it to be a jackal.."How I benefit from you being here" - he is enjoying her being here - he wants her back .. he doesn't wanna be outside anymore.. it's like us when we're growing up - we wanna get younger again .. and when we were young we wanted to grow..

    fresh123on August 04, 2011   Link

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