I sold opium, fireworks and lead
Now I'm telling my troubles to strangers
When the shadows get long I be dead
Her skin as white as a cuttlefish bone
I left Texas to follow Lucinda
Now I'll never see heaven or home
A sly grin and a bowl full of stars
Like a kid who captures a firefly
And leaves it only to die in the jar
As I swing out over the crowd
I will search every face for Lucinda's
And she will go off with me down to hell
Rain returned and so did the wind
I cast this burden on the God that's within me
And I'll leave this old world and go free
But she didn't want money or pearls
Boy that wasn't enought for Lucinda
She wasn't that kind of girl
Whoever thought that Hell'd be so cold?
I did well for an old tin can sailor
But she wanted the bell in my soul
And I've swam in the irish sea
I ate fire and drank from the Ganges
And I'll beg there for mercy for me
Rain returned and so did the wind
I was standing outside the white house
And then I was afraid to go in
Her breasts heaved in the moonlight again
There was a smear of gold in the window
And then I was the jewel of her sin
I sold opium, fireworks and lead
Now I'm telling my troubles to strangers
When the shadows get long I be dead
Her skin as white as a cuttlefish bone
I left Texas to follow Lucinda
I know I'll never see heaven or home
No I'll never see heaven or home
No I'll never see heaven or home
No, I don't think the Lucinda : Lucifer suggested analogy quite accounts for what's sung. I have a variation on what iwalkwithzombies wrote and it's very close in meaning, so just bear with me, here. I think it's a narration at the moment between life and death-- by suicide hanging. It condemns William to hell for his own sin, rather than any act Lucinda might have done, without the conspiratorial glitz of devil-worship & devotion.
William "the Pleaser" clearly shows that he cared greatly for Lucinda. His knowing her--whether it's intimate or stalkerish is something to note, but not relevent--is likened to a child's secret and a secret "wish in the moonlight" He even associates his connection to her with children's story prop "bowl full of stars". He's childish enough to kill something beautiful by neglect (3.3-4). And at her death scene he doesn't ascribe any passionate or murderous descriptions. It focuses on the stormy night and is nothing more than snippets of the scene. There's a gunshot -- a golden glint -- her body -- and his guilt on the backdrop of the storm. It's hardly murderous!
What I can't account for is why he'd say "and she will go off with me down to hell" (4.4) or why "she wanted the bell in [William's] soul" (7.4). That leads me to think of iwalkwithzombie's suggestion. For all we know, he watched Lucinda be murdered (hence the reflection in the window: a gold glint) and blames himself. Mixing anger and guilt with the memory of her death? And, hells' bells, it may be that Lucinda was the one who committed suicide and he witnessed it-- after all, William isn't saying he saw or heard someone run out of the house. It's only him and her corpse. Besides, this woman is an exception to the ascribed notion that "the devil dances in empty pockets" -- that the poor are thieves, beggars and cunts, or that "poverty tempts one to do evil".*. If she DID ANYTHING she'd be a saint. As it is, Lucinda ("light", as Google & the Latin language tells me, so that's another pretty reference for her) is a romantic doll for all she does in this romantic song.
All that I can say for her "wanting the bell in his soul" is that maybe I don't know what it means. Really, did she demand this pretty little thing from him literally, or is it a little death knell her death set a-ringing in him? Whatever it is, he's singing this forlorn tale to us when he'll be soon be dead.
*Courtesy of the Tom Waits Library. Mr. Waits also says that it's just "an American backwoods a cappella about a hanging." Just that. Very formal. Very official and brusk.
And the footnotes: I suspect William is quite poor, hence why Lucinda isn't described by image the upper class would coo for. It's tar and cuttlefish bone for the poor, it is. He's also a small-time peddler who's strangely familiar with worshipful practices in India. Where the hell did he follow Lucinda to, from Texas? India? The joy of this song is that we have a departure location and not the bloody arrival destination.
My interpretation is a bit different. I think Lucinda is a Lady MacBeth type, luring William to do bad things beyond what he'd typically be willing to do. He just wants to sell opium, fireworks, and lead; Lucinda wants him to commit robbery and murder. She's not really interested in him at all, she just wants to know she can drive a man to such extremes---that she can take "the bell in his soul". And when he finally succumbs to her at the White Horse, he becomes the "jewel of her sin"; she knows that she...
My interpretation is a bit different. I think Lucinda is a Lady MacBeth type, luring William to do bad things beyond what he'd typically be willing to do. He just wants to sell opium, fireworks, and lead; Lucinda wants him to commit robbery and murder. She's not really interested in him at all, she just wants to know she can drive a man to such extremes---that she can take "the bell in his soul". And when he finally succumbs to her at the White Horse, he becomes the "jewel of her sin"; she knows that she can do it. She doesn't need him anymore, and she won't be at his hanging. The irony is that William understands all this, yet he can't resist her.
he's written some great lyrics in the past (Who are you, Anywhere I lay my head,... ), but there's an incredible amount of very good lyrics in his last album. it may seem impossible, but I think he's getting even better with age (how many great albums in a row?), the guy'll turn 57 in 2 days and is writing the most modern music these days (not like that post punk-new wave crap) any way, this song. my favourite lyrics in the album, together with Road to peace (also in Brawlers) Tom and Steve Wynn play the blues like no one else
Does anybody have a clue what "I was the jewel of her sin" could mean? Who was Lucinda?
Lucinda = Lucifer, only a female one, I guess.
By Jewel of her sin, he means that he does her bidding, I think.
I love this song. And I love Tom Waits, and this song was amazing on Conan.
i saw this song on conan as well and it changed my life.
I've just got what this song means. It's a rough recasting of The Tragical History of Dr. Faustus; German folklore and also a play by Christopher Marlowe. I won't go into every detail, but take what that other guy said about Lucifer = Lucinda and it all makes sense - the narrator of the song devotes himself to this Lucinda character, does a lot of crazy stuff in his life but ultimately will never see heaven nor home, just as Faustus sold his soul to the devil.
I think a valid interpretation of this song may be much simpler than it would appear Perhaps he killed Lucinda, which might explain why he would see her in the crowd perhaps becoming the jewel in her sin might mean killing her in retribution for some sin she committed
William the Pleaser is probably the craziest character Tom has ever created.
i'd always thought this song was about drug addiction/dealing.
Personally, I just interpret it that William has wallen madly in love with Lucinda, and she controls his life completely, using all his money, which seems to have been an ample enough amount, but that this isn’t enough for her. She really want to control him. He’s been trying to forget about her on his journeys, but he still loves her, and despite the fact that he know he shouldn’t, he keeps coming back (the whole Lucinda character can arguably be interpreted as a drug addiction, but I don’t see it that way).
I think it’s actually Lucinda who commits murder, and framed Williams, or that she’ll get him to do it. Therefor he becomes the crown heel of her sin.