All of this Past

Its being deeply attached to the past and not being able to let go.

"Here I go again slipping further away Letting go again Of all that keeps me in place I like it here But it scares me to death There is nothing here"

She tries to move forward but she's so scared that she keeps going back to her past for comfort even though theres nothing left of it.

"Light is beautiful But I'm darker than light And you are wonderful But this moment is mine"

She appreciates the fact the world is beautiful but then she feels that her life is too dark. She appreciates the other person but kinda doesnt have place for them in her world.

"All of this dust All of this past All of this over And gone and never coming back All of this forgotten But not by me"

Nothing is left of her past and its never coming back but she hasnt forgetten anything.

"I find comfort here 'Cause I know what is lost Hope is always fear For the pain it may cost And I've searched for Reason to go on And I've tried and tried But it's taking me so long I might be better off closing my eyes And God will come looking for me In time"

Since she has experienced so much hurt n pain n lost parts of her she prefers to go back. Alot of time we enter new relationships or experiences really hopeful they'll turn out good but she's scared of hope itself therefore moving forward becoz those experiences cause pain. She wants to live but she cant find any reason and shes give up hoping God will eventually find her.

"I can see myself I look peaceful and pale But underneath I can barely Inhale I can hear myself Singing that song Over and over until it belongs to me"

Outside shes a completely different person from what she is on the inside.

this song....i love this song its amazing