This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
A long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving
Now the days go by so fast
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven
I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters
But no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California
I think you should
Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her
And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
It's been so long since I've seen the ocean
I guess I should
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving
Now the days go by so fast
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven
I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters
But no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California
I think you should
Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her
And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
It's been so long since I've seen the ocean
I guess I should
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
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This song is one of the greatest songs ever composed in the 90's. I think this song is about the lead singers ex-girlfriend is in a car accident and the song is about his visit to see her and his tries to make peace with his ex love. Parts like "The smell of hospitals in winter..." and "Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m. And talked a little while about the year "
the writer is obviously stuck in a life after a bad relationship that he wants to get back.
"one more day up in the canyon....One more night in Hollywood" - is not about leaving but the day to day routine of this life he's stuck in
The Hospital/Oyster references followed by the chours and "If you think that you might come to California... I think you should."
He's done the remembering of the girl and he wants her to come to see his so he can try the relationship again.
The Hillside Manor business - he has come to terms with what he did wrong the first time and he confesses these things to the girl. Embarassment and Pride cause people to not want to confess the things of the past. He doesn't want to remember the past but he must, if only for the good of his soul.
But what does the whole song come down to? The singer confessing his wrong doings and FORGIVING HIMSELF. Hence the reference to water and a rebirth - "It been so long since I've seen the ocean....I think I should."
I attached myself to this song not long after I started a divorce. The emotion, memories, self-blame, and forgiveness all wrapped up in a nice package resonated perfectly with my own feelings.
I agre wtih mouchoirs interpretation for the most part. I also agree with the low moods in December as well as that being a new beginning - what with the days beginning to get longer again.
The relationship is over, and most of him knows it, but the longing wont go away; and yet, a dip in the ocean might help life seem to move forward, at least for another day.
The Hillside Manor part is not a talk with the old flame, it's with a friend he can talk with about it all.
Also the futility of trying to "hold on to these moments as they pass" is both a longing I share and something I know can't ever be attained - a romantic fools-errand, but in modelin moments, also something that one needs to cling to to put some value into all the effort that went into the relationship (cause it can't just be wasted time - can it?).
offers hope when all seems lost. always keep your head up. have many regrets, but still think the best is yet to come. awesome. the best verse- "The smell of hospitals and winter, and feeling that it's all a lot of oysters but no pearls. all at once you look across a crowded room to see the way that light attaches to a girl." life can suck- but meeting a great girl can change everything. Can make life seem not so bad after all
for me hoolywood is a bad thing and the song i about that one last day in whatevers hurting you before you go and find something really (a girl love, or freedom) of sorts, but he's caught and in a bittersweet tone...his last night in hollwood is his day before leaving. He's scared and unsure but excited..he's reliving regrets in his life, but he's gonna get out. The final "yeah" expresses his happiness and uncertainity. Of course that's just my opinion i could be wrong
this song is great ... i agree with tms6879 ... meeting a great girl can change everyhting. ure just so much happier and u enjoy life more . but sometimes i think that love is stupid . its hard to get up and wan another girl after u have been involved in a break up . thats how i feel . i didnt want to have a girl friend for a ver ylong time cause i had broken up with someone and didnt want to go through all that sadness. but now i have learnt from my mistakes and kinda want to try it agani...its just a matter of finding the "one" ... if there is such a thing......
yeah, adam said it was about when i friend of his had an accident and was in hospital and he was going to visit them. i think it was kind of a low point and one night in (at two am) he drove up to his friends place (which has the nickname 'hillside manor') and had a deep and meaningful... and then he went home and wrote this song
it's about hope that things can and will get better, no matter how bad they are at the moment...
this is my favorite song. its deep and makes me want to cry. i totally feel how the winter is long (in upstate ny it is) and december is always the worst because you go through two holidays and if you have no one to hold and be close to it makes them last all the longer. reminds of good times with friends and forgetten memories.
i know that many ppl think this song is about a relationship or a breakup. but the meaning of this song totally changed for me yesterday. i found out that a friend of mine who i'd known for my whole life had died in a car accident. then they played this song last night at the bar after new years, and it just reminded me of how awesome of a guy he was and how we can't take life for granted. "I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself To hold on to these moments as they pass" that line really hits home for me and who just like that everything can be changed forever
I've got a live version of this song with Ben Folds Five.. What could be better? My favorite Counting Crow's song and my (well, actually one of my) favorite bands.
Ben Folds Five is FANTASTIC!<br /> Where did you find such a thing?<br /> i'd love to hear it.<br /> <br />
dude can you email me that or something? mitchelldawkins@gmail.com that is the culmination of two of my favorite bands....just wow.