This is not just a normal break up, this is her ending an affair because she can’t love him in the dark any longer (meaning hidden). “This is never ending, we have been here before” - obviously this isn’t the first try of ending it, she knows it’s a bad thing to have an affair but we all know what it’s like and it’s not easy to end one. “It feels like we’re oceans apart, there is so much space between us” means there is her husband or her lover’s wife or family standing between them OR it could be an off-limits affair someone she’s not supposed to love and has finally pulled herself together to try and end it. “But I don’t want to carry on like everything is fine” is an obvious proof of it being an affair break up because someone having an affair is known as ‘carrying on’ (at least in Britain). “We’re not the only ones, I don’t regret a thing” - another obvious proof of there being more parties involved. Then she says she wants to live and not just survive - survive meaning loving him in the secret, loving him IN THE DARK!
This is not just a normal break up, this is her ending an affair because she can’t love him in the dark any longer (meaning hidden). “This is never ending, we have been here before” - obviously this isn’t the first try of ending it, she knows it’s a bad thing to have an affair but we all know what it’s like and it’s not easy to end one. “It feels like we’re oceans apart, there is so much space between us” means there is her husband or her lover’s wife or family standing between them OR it could be an off-limits affair someone she’s not supposed to love and has finally pulled herself together to try and end it. “But I don’t want to carry on like everything is fine” is an obvious proof of it being an affair break up because someone having an affair is known as ‘carrying on’ (at least in Britain). “We’re not the only ones, I don’t regret a thing” - another obvious proof of there being more parties involved. Then she says she wants to live and not just survive - survive meaning loving him in the secret, loving him IN THE DARK!