Lyric discussion by violetvixen 

Cover art for Gender lyrics by Orgy

greetings from 2020 looking back, this song from my perspective mentions alot of elements seen in gender dysphoria, perhaps that internal conflict trans people often have between who the world sees and who we know ourselves to be

My Interpretation

@violetvixen I didn't have the context for this in '98, but now you're absolutely right. It does sound like gender dysphoria.