I am in my mid 30's and when I first heard this song, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I was a stupid 16 year old, when I basically was exactly the girl he refers to here. I thought I had met the love of my life. Older guy, really cool, cute as hell. Instead of brother, it was my father who earned him off me. I used sex as a tool to manipulate him time and time again. Although he could of said no. I would flirt with men if I saw him in a club or pub to make him jealous and this unhealthy circle of being together, him telling me I'm too young to know what love is, us splitting then sex and together again, still breaks my heart when I think back. He used to feel bad and spend a ton of money on me. He had money, although he could have been penniless, I would not have cared. It was so toxic. I still see him now and again, mainly in Asda of all places. He once said to a mutual friend, he will never have such a passionate relationship ever again, the physical side we were perfect. He also said I'd fucked his head up. I think we both fucked each others heads up. If I had been slightly older, we would probably have been married and divorced within a year. I was not stupid enough to stop taking contraception, although I so much wanted his child. I am married now, in a non toxic relationship. I've seen the world, made mistakes, learnt from them. I am finally a woman not a girl. Any girls reading this, take heed of my story. It took a long time for me to stop hating him. I do truly believe you have to have genuinely love someone to feel so much hatred for a person. I finally realised, there is no need to hate him. I'm grateful of the times in the relationship when could really talk and we did have some fun times. He has a wife and two children now. Apparently she is a really nice person. The kids are the spit of him. I'm just happy we both managed to move on.
I am in my mid 30's and when I first heard this song, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I was a stupid 16 year old, when I basically was exactly the girl he refers to here. I thought I had met the love of my life. Older guy, really cool, cute as hell. Instead of brother, it was my father who earned him off me. I used sex as a tool to manipulate him time and time again. Although he could of said no. I would flirt with men if I saw him in a club or pub to make him jealous and this unhealthy circle of being together, him telling me I'm too young to know what love is, us splitting then sex and together again, still breaks my heart when I think back. He used to feel bad and spend a ton of money on me. He had money, although he could have been penniless, I would not have cared. It was so toxic. I still see him now and again, mainly in Asda of all places. He once said to a mutual friend, he will never have such a passionate relationship ever again, the physical side we were perfect. He also said I'd fucked his head up. I think we both fucked each others heads up. If I had been slightly older, we would probably have been married and divorced within a year. I was not stupid enough to stop taking contraception, although I so much wanted his child. I am married now, in a non toxic relationship. I've seen the world, made mistakes, learnt from them. I am finally a woman not a girl. Any girls reading this, take heed of my story. It took a long time for me to stop hating him. I do truly believe you have to have genuinely love someone to feel so much hatred for a person. I finally realised, there is no need to hate him. I'm grateful of the times in the relationship when could really talk and we did have some fun times. He has a wife and two children now. Apparently she is a really nice person. The kids are the spit of him. I'm just happy we both managed to move on.