I think this is about peer pressure/envy and feeling like you and your life are less good than other peoples' when really those other people are only pretending to have it better and also feel envious of others. The "draw" that's pulling the speaker back is these outside forces, these supposed "friends" of his, making him feel this way, when in fact he has plenty to be happy about in his life.
I think this is about peer pressure/envy and feeling like you and your life are less good than other peoples' when really those other people are only pretending to have it better and also feel envious of others. The "draw" that's pulling the speaker back is these outside forces, these supposed "friends" of his, making him feel this way, when in fact he has plenty to be happy about in his life.