I'm pretty sure it's the thoughts of a suicidal person.
"I'm wasted, losing time" = Consuming alcohol to ease the emotional pain.
"I'm a foolish, fragile spine" = Blaming herself, feeling weak.
"I want all that is not mine" = Wants more, feels what she has is never enough.
"I want him, but we're not right" = Feels undeserving of love.
"In the darkness I will meet my creators
And they will all agree, that I'm a suffocator"
Thinks about what will happen after death and feels that all she ever does is "suffocate"/"smother" people, she feels like she's nothing more than a nuisance, and that is all that people will remember her as when she's dead.
"I should go now quietly
For my bones have found a place
To lie down and sleep"
This could be taken literally, she could have found a place to take her own life, but it could also say that she's comfortable with the thought of dying and she's planning on quietly dying soon.
"Where all my layers can become reeds
All my limbs can become trees
All my children can become me"
Children often represent new beginnings while trees and reeds (plant life in general) tends to represent life itself, so she seems to think that if anything comes out of her death, it will only be positive things. Life comes from death, happiness comes from pain?
"What a mess I leave
To follow"
Here's where the logical thinking peaks its head out for a small amount of time. Suicide tends to be somewhat contagious, those who cared for her will most likely become depressed and perhaps even attempt suicide. Deep down in her heart, she knows someone cares about her and that her death will negatively affect them.
"I'm sorry if I smothered you"
She regrets whatever harm she may have caused and sincerely apologises for it.
"I sometimes wish I'd stayed inside
My mother
Never to come out"
I'm pretty sure it's the thoughts of a suicidal person.
"I'm wasted, losing time" = Consuming alcohol to ease the emotional pain. "I'm a foolish, fragile spine" = Blaming herself, feeling weak. "I want all that is not mine" = Wants more, feels what she has is never enough. "I want him, but we're not right" = Feels undeserving of love.
"In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I'm a suffocator"
Thinks about what will happen after death and feels that all she ever does is "suffocate"/"smother" people, she feels like she's nothing more than a nuisance, and that is all that people will remember her as when she's dead.
"I should go now quietly For my bones have found a place To lie down and sleep"
This could be taken literally, she could have found a place to take her own life, but it could also say that she's comfortable with the thought of dying and she's planning on quietly dying soon.
"Where all my layers can become reeds All my limbs can become trees All my children can become me"
Children often represent new beginnings while trees and reeds (plant life in general) tends to represent life itself, so she seems to think that if anything comes out of her death, it will only be positive things. Life comes from death, happiness comes from pain?
"What a mess I leave To follow"
Here's where the logical thinking peaks its head out for a small amount of time. Suicide tends to be somewhat contagious, those who cared for her will most likely become depressed and perhaps even attempt suicide. Deep down in her heart, she knows someone cares about her and that her death will negatively affect them.
"I'm sorry if I smothered you"
She regrets whatever harm she may have caused and sincerely apologises for it.
"I sometimes wish I'd stayed inside My mother Never to come out"
She wishes she'd never been born.