I honestly didn't think this song had anything to do with personal relationships but relationships in general. Like with those of family and friends. Or maybe even someone she did like.
Personally to me, the song just made me think about how people who are depressed and dealing with a lot of self hate or guilt tend to push people out or "suffocate" them and just want to die. That this person is just one big burden to everyone and the creators are her parents who she thinks are disappointed in her life. She's apologising for smothering people, meaning she's sorry for shoving all her problems or causing problems for people cause of her issues whether it be loneliness, depression, anxiety or whatever.
I honestly didn't think this song had anything to do with personal relationships but relationships in general. Like with those of family and friends. Or maybe even someone she did like. Personally to me, the song just made me think about how people who are depressed and dealing with a lot of self hate or guilt tend to push people out or "suffocate" them and just want to die. That this person is just one big burden to everyone and the creators are her parents who she thinks are disappointed in her life. She's apologising for smothering people, meaning she's sorry for shoving all her problems or causing problems for people cause of her issues whether it be loneliness, depression, anxiety or whatever.