"I am awaiting the sunrise..."
"Gazing modestly through the coldest morning,"
The man is in the middle of a hard time, probably the hardest of his life. And he's eager for the beginning of a better, new start.
"Once it came you lied,"
The man's companion consoles him, bur even he knows that she is actually lying.
"Embracing us over Autumn's proud tree tops."
Autumn is actually the season of start of decaying. It leaves no leaf on the trees. So, the hard time in the man's life is comparing to the harshest of weathers.
"I stand motionless..."
"In the grey of falling rain."
The man is perhaps overwhelmed by the experience. Or maybe, he's too helpless and sad to do anything about his condition. It's like being left alone in the rain, waiting to be called in the shelter of an umbrella.
"Your voice I cannot hear,"
"As I am falling again."
He can't hear the companion's soothing voice of condolence, as he broods over the sadness inside him. Or maybe, he's learnt to become deaf to lies. Or maybe, the companion has left him for good, as the man fails again. Or perhaps, he's commiting something wrong, again.
"Devotion eludes."
"And in sadness I lumber."
The man has commited a crime, going against his own principles, going against his own beliefs and his God. Maybe he's pointing a finger at his estranged companion, telling himself that the devotion that she held for him is no longer there. Naturally, the man is sad and he's started walking ahead, trying to find a way out for himself.
"In my own ashes,"
"I am standing without a soul."
The man is in ruins. He's technically devastated by the condition that he was in. All the human-ness inside him was sucked away by the experience. It left him numb to the world and the bitterness in it for him.
"She whispered, "I know.""
The companion is now admitting, as though in sorrow and guilt, that she knew all along. She already knew the truth and now that there's no place to hide it or hide from it, she quits hiding away and accepting it.
"We walked into the night."
And then again, comes the dark night, like at the starting of the song, it was ending. It sort of tells you that this heart-break wasn't his first.
"Am I to bid you farewell?"
He, like a child, asks directly whether it's the end of the road for them.
"Why can't you see, that I try?"
The man can't seem to understand why it isn't obvious to her that he's not doing, whatever it is that has happened, on purpose, and that not everything is in his hands to control.
"When every tear I shed, is for you..."
People cry when they're helpless and it seems that the man is trying hard enough to change the conditions, but in vain. It hurts really bad, especially when the things he tries to do are just to make her happy.
"I am awaiting the sunrise..." "Gazing modestly through the coldest morning," The man is in the middle of a hard time, probably the hardest of his life. And he's eager for the beginning of a better, new start.
"Once it came you lied," The man's companion consoles him, bur even he knows that she is actually lying.
"Embracing us over Autumn's proud tree tops." Autumn is actually the season of start of decaying. It leaves no leaf on the trees. So, the hard time in the man's life is comparing to the harshest of weathers.
"I stand motionless..." "In the grey of falling rain." The man is perhaps overwhelmed by the experience. Or maybe, he's too helpless and sad to do anything about his condition. It's like being left alone in the rain, waiting to be called in the shelter of an umbrella.
"Your voice I cannot hear," "As I am falling again." He can't hear the companion's soothing voice of condolence, as he broods over the sadness inside him. Or maybe, he's learnt to become deaf to lies. Or maybe, the companion has left him for good, as the man fails again. Or perhaps, he's commiting something wrong, again.
"Devotion eludes." "And in sadness I lumber." The man has commited a crime, going against his own principles, going against his own beliefs and his God. Maybe he's pointing a finger at his estranged companion, telling himself that the devotion that she held for him is no longer there. Naturally, the man is sad and he's started walking ahead, trying to find a way out for himself.
"In my own ashes," "I am standing without a soul." The man is in ruins. He's technically devastated by the condition that he was in. All the human-ness inside him was sucked away by the experience. It left him numb to the world and the bitterness in it for him.
"She whispered, "I know."" The companion is now admitting, as though in sorrow and guilt, that she knew all along. She already knew the truth and now that there's no place to hide it or hide from it, she quits hiding away and accepting it.
"We walked into the night." And then again, comes the dark night, like at the starting of the song, it was ending. It sort of tells you that this heart-break wasn't his first.
"Am I to bid you farewell?" He, like a child, asks directly whether it's the end of the road for them.
"Why can't you see, that I try?" The man can't seem to understand why it isn't obvious to her that he's not doing, whatever it is that has happened, on purpose, and that not everything is in his hands to control.
"When every tear I shed, is for you..." People cry when they're helpless and it seems that the man is trying hard enough to change the conditions, but in vain. It hurts really bad, especially when the things he tries to do are just to make her happy.