Lyric discussion by andycam95 

Cover art for Beloved Wife lyrics by Natalie Merchant

i lost my wife four years ago and every day since i have prayed to be with her the only thing stopping me is the fact that suicide is a sin so i must suffer till i do get to go. this song hits the nail on the head and untill you have lost some one who was your reason for living i dont think you can fully understand how good this is

@andycam95 I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you are doing a bit better now.