I think it's more like here Lover is not dead, but gone a lot and she misses him badly.... while awaiting his return, she imagines him calling her name; being there....
She trusts him with her life but him being gone this much makes her think about what he's doing.... is he with another girl or not....
It does seem obvious to me that he is her true Love and inspiration.... and she wants him to come home....
I think it's more like here Lover is not dead, but gone a lot and she misses him badly.... while awaiting his return, she imagines him calling her name; being there.... She trusts him with her life but him being gone this much makes her think about what he's doing.... is he with another girl or not.... It does seem obvious to me that he is her true Love and inspiration.... and she wants him to come home....