Most bizarre song on the entire album. I love it, though. About thinking you know what you're doing throughout an entire relationship, doing drugs and speeding through life like none of it really matters - but that's the truth, none of it did. He was only in it because he didn't want to be alone.
The ending, in my mind, is the fact that at the start of the song he seems like he's happy and couldn't be better, but starts to doubt it as he goes on and on.. is this real? Is anything I'm doing worth it? Well, it wasn't. And he realizes this by the end of the song, still the same lonely wreck he was before.
Most bizarre song on the entire album. I love it, though. About thinking you know what you're doing throughout an entire relationship, doing drugs and speeding through life like none of it really matters - but that's the truth, none of it did. He was only in it because he didn't want to be alone.
The ending, in my mind, is the fact that at the start of the song he seems like he's happy and couldn't be better, but starts to doubt it as he goes on and on.. is this real? Is anything I'm doing worth it? Well, it wasn't. And he realizes this by the end of the song, still the same lonely wreck he was before.